14th November 2013
"Don't sleep through your dreams."-James St. James
Yesterday was THAT day, that one day that rears its ugly
head once a month and turns me into a human Dyson, I go round like a hoover
looking for anything worth eating – I call it day 10 as that’s what my app on
my phone informs me it is when I look halfway through the day because I’m
thinking “what is wrong with me, why can’t I stop wanting to eat!” Now normally there isn’t too much food in our
house to do damage because I control what makes it through the door for this
very reason, however yesterday we had a seeded wholemeal loaf on the side, well
that ain’t happening again, I don’t care how much mom likes it – we’re going
back to good old ordinary wholemeal as it doesn’t tempt me quite so bad, oh
yeah and there was a vintage cheddar in the fridge – oops. I could’ve been worse, I had a cheese
sandwich for my tea which was 8pp with a bag of Walkers ready salted crisps (damn
it, I found moms stash, she’ll have to re-hide them now!) and I’d already ate
two slices of bread and spread earlier in the day, I also had a packet of WW
cheese & onion bakes at the meeting, oh and a damn scratching some woman
had bought Alfie a bag of scratching when mom was walking him and in true Alfie
style he hadn’t been interested in them when he got home so they were left on
the side! My meals not so bad, breakfast
was grilled cheese on an English Muffin (7pp), and lunch was salmon, rice and
butternut squash (11pp) so my day cost me about 50pp if you include my evening glass
of wine, and the crabsticks and boiled ham I found whilst looking to see if the
fridge light still worked throughout the day!
Yes I was a human version of a greedy lobster yesterday and it just goes
to show how easy it is to do damage if you do that regularly, this is why it’s
so important for me to get weighed in weekly and keep on top of it all – I love
eating and I know if I was left to my own devices and stopped Weight Watching I’d
be a big girl! It’s why I’m going to
stay on it like a car bonnet till Christmas, yes I’ll enjoy my break and my
holiday but until then I’m back to my daily allowance and the crisps are
getting relocated and that seeded bread is not being bought and if those scratching
are still downstairs they’re going in the bin!
I’m just relieved there wasn’t a big bar of galaxy anywhere last night because
I wouldn’t do some serious damage!
On a positive the butternut squash we had with our lunch was
delicious, I cooked it whole, gas mark 5/6 for about 90 minutes, then cut in
half, scooped seeds out and served – a lot less faffing than usual!
Today I think I might do a F&H day just in case that
crazy appetite is still there, it’ll stop me eating all the junkie stuff. Maybe a big bowl of porridge or bite size
shreddies for breakfast, for lunch I might go for spaghetti or egg fried rice,
tea well I’ll have a look in the freezer see what’s there. I fancy mash but I’ll have to go buy some
potatoes so maybe a trip to Asda, or a stew, I could get the ingredients this
morning and wake it in lunchtime then it’d be ready for when I got home, mmm
chicken casserole… See this is why I
need control, without that control I’d probably make all of em ;)
Last night’s meeting was cosy, they were decorating the main
church hall so we had to go in the little meeting room which is only about twice
the size of my living room, well fitting all my meeting stuff in and 33 people
was tight but we did it and we had a real good belly laugh, whilst getting
across the information that I needed to share – can’t beat meetings like
that!
On that note, I’ve got a day of those meetings to prepare
for, hence I’m off to get dressed and make breakfast, whizz Alfie round the
block and do all that stuff that’s called life.
Have a great day, EatGorgeous remember you’re amazing, if
you haven’t already go look at some of the amazing members who have lost weight
with me this year https://www.facebook.com/WWBev
and if you’re one of my amazing members and haven’t had your photo taken yet, I’ve
got my camera ready and waiting for you, whether you’ve lost 7lb or 70lb you’re
all a success because you’ve decided to take care of you and realised that you
matter too. xx
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