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Friday, 26 November 2021
Tears are cleansing x
Thursday, 25 November 2021
He had 12 really good years
Wednesday, 24 November 2021
23lb gone in total, chuffed with that!
Tuesday, 23 November 2021
Baby, it's cold outside!
Monday, 22 November 2021
Enjoying living a 'normal' life
I've had a lovely weekend again, actually went out on Saturday night, met up with my brother Ian for a few too many drinks! G&Ts go down way too easily, the only upside was we didn't eat when we got back, so saved a few calories there, I did have a cheese and onion cob up the bar in the Summerhouse though.
Friday, 19 November 2021
No rush in me today
Thursday, 18 November 2021
Let's have a great day!
Always believe that something wonderful is about to happen.
'What relationship to you am I?' I've just watched a video in my FB memories from this day last year and that was what mom said to me! I don't know why all of a sudden but I've been a bit emotional yesterday and this morning, it could be all the memories that are showing on Facebook. Also I did some sorting upstairs yesterday and found the last few of moms clothes which I put in a bag, that was another reminder. Lastly I started thinking about Christmas and getting a little excited about the idea of getting a big tree and decorations and this is the first one without mom, the last few were just shit, she wasn't even in the room really. I want to start creating new traditions, we always had egg and chips, not this year, I want a proper Christmas roast, it's only 37 days away, that'll fly won't it. I want the rest of this year to be filled with laugher not tears, so my emotions can get themselves back under control, maybe I'm just hormonal too because I don't feel sad if that makes any sense at all. The joys of being a woman!
One a positive I've filled lots of bin bags and had a good sort out making room for a few more nice tops lol :) I do love (7) Jessica's Boutique | Facebook she has some lovely stuff!
A busy day ahead so no time to overthink thinks today and instead of focusing on a to do list how about we all start on a to be list, such as happy, calm, loving, healthy, BeYOUtiful, those things will do us much more good than cleaning the kitchen sink!
I enjoyed a lovely bit of fish yesterday with butter sauce, one of the packets but I added extra cod, had it with rice, mushrooms and peas, bloomin lush it was. Teatime I had one of those small pizza's and add a few extra toppings, nom nom. Not a bad day food wise at all.
I've been on the phone for half hour so I need to get a wriggle on now! Here's a great day, let's make it a good one.
Mwah, luv ya
Love me xx
Wednesday, 17 November 2021
Still losing!
I didn't get any housework done yesterday, I was out till lunchtime with Elle looking at potential venues, then I took Alfie to the vets. No further forward there, still waiting on swab results, so back there Monday to check his ears again, the stress of having drops in his ears has increased his anxiety so his skin has flared up from him scratching again - happy days - not!
Tuesday, 16 November 2021
We are enough!
Monday, 15 November 2021
40 days to Christmas!
Friday, 12 November 2021
Poorly dog :(
I survived yesterday which was quite the feat as it didn't go quite as planned! We had two cracking huddles, minus our lovely Carol who'd had a doctors check up appointment on the morning then had a fall whilst there so stayed home to make sure she was okay. We've always appreciated how much she does for us, but having to do it ourselves made us appreciate it that little bit more!
Alfie wasn't well so I called the vets and they got him in for half eleven, his ear was full of runny, smelly gunk, and the vet took a swab to send of for testing, then informed me that he was pretty certain it was a bacterial infection called psuedomomas which is extremely aggressive and difficult to treat, sometimes it goes to the brain and the dog has to be put to sleep! Now I have a bag full of medication to give him, I had to drive to Stafford to pick up one as they didn't have it at that surgery. I'd drunk a litre of water whilst waiting for our appointment so as you can imagine after a return drive to Stafford, I was a little desperate for the toilet! £160 later, Alfie slept all afternoon and I left him at home last night.
I can't complain really, for the first 10 years, his vets provided the most incredible insurance cover, for my annual fee, which is now £175 a year, he got all his check ups, emergency out of hours and medication FREE! Then a couple of years ago they changed the cover and I now have to pay for 50% of the medication, so that consultation and medication if we hadn't got he insurance would've probably been nearer £500.
It would've been easy for me to have something high calorie for lunch, especially as it was after one by the time I ate which is late for me at lunchtime, but no I was a very good girl, I had carrot and coriander soup, on its on, a huge bowl for 192 calories.
Hadn't planned on wine but after the day I'd had, meh, then it tasted so good, I expected to finish the bottle but I didn't, so I'm happy with that. The tracker of truth really does help, knowing I'm writing it down and others will see, is making me think about what I have.
It's now Friday, my day off, I'm probably gonna cook butter chicken, but I have to get chicken first, turns out I ordered all the ingredients except the chicken - DOH! What a numpty!
I know I'm going to have a lovely day whatever we eat, I've got to do Alfie's ears 3 times a day and get drugs in him so that's going to be fun - not, but it'll be okay because I've woke up with a positive mindset.
Here's to a fantastic Friday!
Mwah, luv ya
Love me x
Thursday, 11 November 2021
Being accountable ain't I!
A life spent making mistakes is so much better than a life spent doing nothing!
Wednesday, 10 November 2021
Oops, but it was worth it.
Tuesday, 9 November 2021
Grab a glass of water to start your day!
Monday, 8 November 2021
It's not Christmas yet!
Saturday, 6 November 2021
Turkey feast for breakfast!
Friday, 5 November 2021
It's a cold one this morning!
Gratitude turns what we have into enough.
I love the idea of NOvember, there are so many things we can say NO to that will help us be more heathy and happy, think about what comes to your mind as soon as you think about what you could say NO to? We'd all come up with something different for sure, because we are all individuals, or maybe you need to start saying YES to something?
When I got home I wasn't really hungry, but damn I had my 'I want to eat' head on after all the talk of food at the huddle, I impressed myself with my restraint, I opted for a flatbread (204 calories) I really like them I have to say and one was enough, again I only bought them because they were on offer but at £1.35 full price, I'd buy them again - tasty. I had some deli coronation chicken which isn't the best I've had but the coronation chicken breast slices I bought to go with it was delicious, half the packet 107 calories.
Thursday, 4 November 2021
In a rush this morning...
Wednesday, 3 November 2021
Not 1 but 2 WOO HOO!
Yeah the scales are making me smile again these days, I've still got a way to go, I'd actually like to lose another 22lbs, but there ain't a rush, I've got my first Christmas in a long time to really enjoy, we talked about Christmas day briefly last night and decided it's a day for chilling in pj's, we had been invited elsewhere for the day but I don't think I'm up to that for Christmas day, another day absolutely but not my first Christmas without mom, I want to make new memories and this year that will be in the middle of nowhere in Ireland.